Ahk! I have not made an entry in far too long. Well here is the thing....been sick. You name it...been going wrong.

Anyhow, I think that I might be attempting 'recovery' again. hehe. lets see how this goes. I dont' know if you can call it recovery per se....and hell we all know it never lasts. I have been eating at leat 3 meals a day faithfully.

However, last week I saw a friend of mind and walked away before I could be seen. i didn't want to be seen with my my horrid haul. Diet pills and laxatives. yet I somehow feel I am doign better?

eh well....whatever.

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