2nd entry today

I have no focus today. None. Nada. Zip. Zero. Zilch.

Greeaaat. SO here I sit w/ piles of things to do..and I am not doing it. I hate it. I can barely focus enoug to write this. Bah.

I'm a mess sometimes. You know that? I often wonder how on earth I am going to get through life...you know? Between the physical pain, the mental pain of my moodswings, and the fact that I am nearly useless on the job....how can i do this?

One friggin bland day at a time. I am going to end up old and crazy and broke.

I'm dead weight. It's obvious.

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