2005-04-05 - Been there, done that, got the tee shirt, and the therapy
2005-02-19 - is that an oilslick on the road
2005-02-17 - fda us uncool
2005-02-13 - Will PB ride a Harley?
2005-01-25 - rules
2005-01-24 - dark circles
2005-01-23 - Stood up....yet again
2005-01-23 - Pampering myself & playing with the boys
2005-01-19 - Blood drive
2005-01-19 - v day insanity coming soon
2005-01-19 - I wonder if Janis liked doughnuts?
2005-01-17 - Oh the things I love!
2005-01-16 - Sleepy, kisses,and nail polish
2005-01-11 - Who let the Boys out?
2005-01-11 - On a diet...why does diet have die?
2004-12-29 - Playing catch up
2004-12-20 - -
2004-11-19 - Wild times in SA
2004-11-17 - Princess
2004-11-15 - I always leave moms house fat
2004-11-13 - Bad date, liberation, and tattoos.
2004-11-10 - The dreaded dread head
2004-11-09 - PB has a date!
2004-11-05 - whoo
2004-11-04 - -
2004-10-29 - At work
2004-10-25 - hang on
2004-10-03 - just a sunday
2004-09-28 - The well dressed girl
2004-09-27 - Oh it's a lovely day!
2004-09-26 - Oh the updates...
2004-09-19 - back among the living
2004-09-16 - -
2004-08-27 - -
2004-08-27 - Food-Check! Debt- Check! Job-Ummm, no check.
2004-08-25 - How strong is a deadbolt lock?
2004-08-25 - Darn testing
2004-08-25 - Pathetic NO MORE!
2004-08-24 - -
2004-08-22 - blah
2004-08-21 - -
2004-08-20 - ambien
2004-08-19 - Missing him
2004-08-19 - Feeling artsy this morn
2004-08-18 - Red dwarf lover
2004-08-17 - Claire...and spirituality
2004-08-16 - weird nights, happy days
2004-08-15 - So this girl sits on a bench and talkes to this guy..
2004-08-15 - Women, men, and me
2004-08-14 - sore throat and s3x talk
2004-08-13 - my evening
2004-08-13 - Good interview....bad bone
2004-08-12 - Interview
2004-08-11 - Meds, Men, and Mania
2004-08-11 - Another Interview
2004-08-11 - Fun FUn Fun
2004-08-10 - Great Interview!
2004-08-09 - a few tears
2004-08-09 - Of Men and Boys
2004-08-06 - Who's in your size nines today?
2004-08-06 - Who's in your size nines today?
2004-08-06 - Can't say that I'm lazy
2004-08-06 - Brass monkey
2004-08-06 - You will never gain weight from a doughnut hole
2004-08-05 - If I only had a job
2004-08-03 - sing this song
2004-08-03 - Thoughts
2004-08-02 - weekend update
2004-07-30 - dull day long
2004-07-30 - So this is it?
2004-07-29 - eh,
2004-07-29 - Money battles and movie reviews
2004-07-28 - A Hairy Battle
2004-07-28 - Ah, I'm muttering again
2004-07-27 - Research study
2004-07-27 - 1 week from unemployement
2004-07-26 - clean
2004-07-26 - Nice to meet you, said the spider to the fly.
2004-07-23 - Got to have my suffering so that I can have my Cross
2004-07-22 - I'm a dirty wordy girl
2004-07-21 - As the world turns
2004-07-20 - I'm drained in every way.
2004-07-20 - Save the drama for yo mamma
2004-07-19 - -
2004-07-19 - Why am I so confused?????
2004-07-16 - Not doing that again
2004-07-16 - Kisses fall on my skin like raindrops
2004-07-15 - freaky family
2004-07-15 - Lost 6lbs
2004-07-15 - Boys are like cupcakes, they come in batches
2004-07-15 - Doing battle with my stepmom
2004-07-14 - Just a wee bit grumpy
2004-07-14 - Stimulation, fabulous sensations!
2004-07-14 - Boys are Yummy
2004-07-13 - Why do I work here???
2004-07-13 - Floozy ;-)
2004-07-13 - I'm a Pepper!
2004-07-13 - Round Here
2004-07-12 - Pimp Mamma in the HOUSE!
2004-07-12 - We enjoyed each others "company"
2004-07-09 - Wipe away all these tears
2004-07-09 - The only thing that's real
2004-07-09 - going nowhere
2004-07-09 - You can Have it all
2004-07-08 - Young and the Restless
2004-07-08 - Rules of Engagement
2004-07-08 - Aye Matey! There be Pirates about!
2004-07-07 - Can I get your number?
2004-07-06 - twistie
2004-07-05 - head like a hole
2004-07-02 - Then you become what you are
2004-07-02 - Peace talks continue
2004-07-01 - No room in my head, plenty in my tummy
2004-07-01 - Paranoid? Crazy? Nuts?
2004-07-01 - Excuse me, but where does this train stop?
2004-06-29 - I live down the street from AA
2004-06-28 - Too small of a world
2004-06-28 - I can see up your nose from here.
2004-06-28 - Wankers without Manners
2004-06-28 - Wankers
2004-06-25 - You Never Know....
2004-06-25 - taking on the world
2004-06-25 - Wee bit untraditional you say?
2004-06-24 - candles n soap
2004-06-24 - whooop!
2004-06-24 - some updatie type stuff
2004-06-23 - On pantyhose & the task at hand
2004-06-22 - I'm twitchy and horny
2004-06-22 - Coffee, Chick-o-Sticks, and middle east
2004-06-21 - Lunchtime, druids, & our nature
2004-06-21 - Moral of the Story
2004-06-18 - I am not ashamed of my actions
2004-06-18 - Into thin air!
2004-06-18 - Therapy, moods, & cookies
2004-06-15 - Science of Men
2004-06-15 - Went to doc today, i'm still stressed
2004-06-15 - Went to doc today, i'm still stressed
2004-06-14 - Mental health care
2004-06-10 - Feeling the buzzzz
2004-06-10 - Feeling the buzzzz
2004-06-09 - so busy
2004-06-09 - Laying the smack down
2004-06-08 - keeping it together
2004-06-08 - round we go
2004-06-07 - All will come in time
2004-06-07 - All will come in time
2004-05-26 - Cuter than cute
2004-05-24 - stuff
2004-05-24 - Flipzited!
2004-05-24 - Postive outlook today
2004-05-21 - Corsets, Pleather, and Leather
2004-05-21 - cell service fiasco
2004-05-21 - Dancing Nancy
2004-05-21 - Stress and Shopping
2004-05-20 - twentysomething angst
2004-05-20 - I'm running in a tizzy
2004-05-19 - B Wrote me this msg today
2004-05-19 - Looking up at the mountain
2004-05-19 - Attack of the Killer Bees
2004-05-18 - hohum
2004-05-18 - Change in my pocket
2004-05-18 - yesterday
2004-05-17 - creating my world day by day
2004-05-17 - Flipping to the flipside
2004-05-17 - Still groggy on monday
2004-05-14 - weekend ready
2004-05-14 - Light of Day
2004-05-13 - a bit of an explicit rant
2004-05-13 - schtuff
2004-05-13 - silly me, venting and ranting
2004-05-12 - Suddenly someone?
2004-05-12 - What a girl wants
2004-05-12 - So Perfectbone...how's that eating disorder going?
2004-05-12 - I hate breaking down at work
2004-05-11 - conversation w/ dad
2004-05-11 - the look
2004-05-11 - 15lbs of sexy
2004-05-11 - Broken heart
2004-05-10 - I was weak and the knife was sharp.
2004-05-10 - Heading to !nd!ana
2004-05-10 - Feel the burn! You feel it?
2004-05-10 - Whiz-Bang
2004-05-08 - Heavy things
2004-05-07 - Follow the bouncing brain
2004-05-07 - Grey street
2004-05-05 - Minor repairs
2004-05-04 - Gasping for breath
2004-05-04 - One woman protest
2004-05-03 - work woes
2004-05-03 - Feel it in your fingertips
2004-05-03 - Back from my "vacation"
2004-04-28 - -
2004-04-28 - Being sick, and boys
2004-04-27 - "By the end of the day? Sure no problemo!"
2004-04-27 - Doctor she looks ill, shall we remove her toe?
2004-04-26 - Musings on salvation
2004-04-26 - Paranoid
2004-04-26 - more of my stuff
2004-04-26 - Pirates, Vestal Virgins, & a Fortress
2004-04-23 - Comings goings and wanderings
2004-04-22 - visit w/ therapist and shrinkydink
2004-04-21 - Phat Phabulous
2004-04-21 - What have you learned today
2004-04-21 - Ser the Serpent Slithers to the other Side
2004-04-20 - Did somebody order a High Priestess?
2004-04-20 - quicky
2004-04-19 - I pay how much for that dental insurance?
2004-04-19 - Question your medication
2004-04-18 - Chunky Munky
2004-04-16 - Flying through the work day
2004-04-16 - Entry w/o a name
2004-04-15 - pretty pagan phrends
2004-04-15 - oh but that's not the worst part
2004-04-14 - This is long....but interesting, I invite your comments
2004-04-13 - But sir, this report consists of nothing!
2004-04-12 - Like herpes...she is a nagging reoccouring sore.
2004-04-12 - A day early and a bag full of tricks later..
2004-04-09 - Dancing Nancys
2004-04-09 - Slut, Whore, Jezabell
2004-04-07 - I'm an open minded gal....
2004-04-07 - Portion Sizes & Eating Disorders
2004-04-06 - So I came "out" to the therapist today...
2004-04-05 - This rolling stone gathers no moss, but I leave nothing but ruin in my past
2004-04-05 - red light green light yellow light
2004-04-05 - Beautiful weekend
2004-04-02 - Battle of the Drawer
2004-04-01 - slackin
2004-04-01 - chickas of destriction
2004-03-31 - Meds, and how they are all going....
2004-03-30 - I am who I am
2004-03-29 - Lost: One puzzle piece.
2004-03-26 - Feeling Nostalgic, How about some pics?
2004-03-26 - It's all a matter of perspective
2004-03-25 - Gonna get some more meds....gonna try not to binge today
2004-03-24 - The cat's away, I should go home and make soup!
2004-03-24 - Dangerous Curves Ahead
2004-03-23 - welcome to my world
2004-03-23 - nothing quite fits
2004-03-22 - Greetings from the desert
2004-03-22 - Just a glimpse of the wknd
2004-03-19 - Through the desert to my moms
2004-03-19 - working on it...
2004-03-18 - Things are going to change -I can feel it
2004-03-18 - New Template Coming Soon!
2004-03-18 - somthign
2004-03-18 - march 18th
2004-03-17 - me
2004-03-17 - B is the train I never shoulda caught
2004-03-17 - OOoh what was that???
2004-03-17 - Long ramble. Am I fickle? Am I uncaring? Or do I just tend to wear rose colored glasses?
2004-03-16 - Bout darn time
2004-03-15 - Enough love for the world
2004-03-15 - Whoopty monday doo!
2004-03-13 - Pics! A weekend treat
2004-03-12 - I'm needy and impatient
2004-03-12 - Went to therapist today
2004-03-11 - Hopeless romantic
2004-03-11 - Perscriptions, Yummyness, and other green things
2004-03-10 - Ahh...yeah..I know
2004-03-10 - Ramblings about love....
2004-03-10 - I'm not very fond of my role as whipping girl
2004-03-10 - don't burn the pig
2004-03-09 - Photo happy Tuesday
2004-03-09 - While wearing my mother's dress
2004-03-08 - Dang phone calls
2004-03-08 - 3rd anniversary
2004-03-08 - Can I spin your world?
2004-03-08 - IS that a grey hair? Eeek! I'm 24?!
2004-03-05 - Murder of One
2004-03-05 - Happy birthday Art Supplies!
2004-03-05 - Love your Lover
2004-03-05 - 26 hours till my birthday
2004-03-04 - ranting in english
2004-03-04 - Today I will eat you alive
2004-03-03 - Sometimes things aren't so swell
2004-03-02 - Another Family Dinner night! Brought to you by: STINK-O-VISION!
2004-03-02 - Love your local bipolar
2004-03-02 - pet peeves
2004-03-02 - Typical Pisces
2004-03-01 - Just hanging around
2004-03-01 - Think positive
2004-03-01 - See Jill take a picture, Snap Jill Snap!
2004-03-01 - my weekend...and what I thought of the passion
2004-02-27 - Walking, running, toning
2004-02-27 - You're all La-Di-Da
2004-02-27 - A Fake Jew
2004-02-27 - A little dab of this and that
2004-02-25 - My life in a nutshell
2004-02-25 - Swell day!
2004-02-25 - Why do you think EVERYTHING is all about YOU??
2004-02-25 - Do you think I have a soul?
2004-02-24 - I'm in deep. I have a problem. I'm screwed
2004-02-24 - Wasn't yesterday monday?
2004-02-23 - I would love to soak in a bath of art, take it in through my pores
2004-02-23 - And now a word from our sponsor...or something similar
2004-02-23 - Random Facts about me...
2004-02-23 - The spoiled girl
2004-02-23 - Today I feel fat and broke
2004-02-20 - Up on my high cow....er...horse I mean.
2004-02-19 - Are we there yet??
2004-02-19 - Some of my thoughts
2004-02-19 - Icky day
2004-02-19 - I'm going to sell my cats to satan
2004-02-18 - meandering mind thoughts
2004-02-18 - Why do we hate the penis?
2004-02-18 - long wknd
2004-02-13 - Somehow I am happy yet midly irritated
2004-02-13 - eh...im writing out of bordeom...2nd entry
2004-02-13 - Big Crabby Spoiled LIttle boy
2004-02-12 - Yes...pagans in indy!
2004-02-12 - What a jerk that jerk is
2004-02-12 - blah blah blah
2004-02-12 - Self Esteem is worth more than gold and diamonds
2004-02-11 - Slice it any way you like....he is still an a-hole
2004-02-11 - A real man
2004-02-11 - Scales, Bruises, Super Projects, and an odd dream
2004-02-10 - Shh....I know it's only in my head
2004-02-10 - obese? me? yeah....
2004-02-10 - Funky funny gloomy grey and happy
2004-02-09 - Inspiration strikes me down again!!!
2004-02-09 - Talk to nature, she listens
2004-02-09 - Will the embalming fluid make me look fat?
2004-02-06 - Someone has a case of the grumpies
2004-02-06 - Food journals, Men, and boobs
2004-02-06 - Chance? Fate? Devine Plan?
2004-02-05 - Whistling In the Dark
2004-02-05 - Did we come back to search for this
2004-02-05 - Heart of Matters.....Can I get my money back at the door?
2004-02-04 - IS your glass half full??? Mine is!
2004-02-04 - Mantra for a marvolous day
2004-02-04 - Please tell me what a grown up is...
2004-02-04 - Life lines and suicide crimes
2004-02-03 - Have you found love
2004-02-03 - What a girl wants, what a girl needs
2004-02-03 - Sex on the brain Tuesday
2004-02-03 - Taking risks
2004-02-02 - Grey gray monday
2004-02-02 - The juicy fruits of passion
2004-02-02 - Don't poke the Bear
2004-01-30 - I'm still here, despite my shortcomings
2004-01-30 - You gawd damned dirty pigs!
2004-01-29 - the valentine's day discussion.
2004-01-29 - 2nd entry today
2004-01-29 - Where am I going and Why am in in this Handbasket??
2004-01-28 - Walking on SUNSHINE
2004-01-27 - On ugly ducklings
2004-01-27 - She looks up at the building
2004-01-27 - BREAKING NEWS!!!!
2004-01-26 - Let's have a little chit chat, shall we?
2004-01-26 - on poly
2004-01-26 - tounge retainer, w/ pic
2004-01-23 - The love/hate relationship with my features
2004-01-23 - schtuff
2004-01-22 - gold dust
2004-01-21 - Drowning in a drop of water
2004-01-21 - Why does it hurt, when there isn't anything left to hurt?
2004-01-21 - Not worth a fucking title
2004-01-20 - A sorta Fairy Tale
2004-01-20 - My fave show got canned BAH!
2004-01-20 - Venting my rage
2004-01-16 - It all comes down to a thing
2004-01-16 - Still Wired...
2004-01-16 - Boing Boing Boing Boing
2004-01-16 - Appropriate. Or how not to be.
2004-01-15 - Lots of nothing....hair, crushes, claire
2004-01-15 - Bathrooms
2004-01-15 - On bipolar moods
2004-01-15 - Dizzy Girl Chops Hair, 9am News!
2004-01-14 - Let's compare notes
2004-01-14 - Working working working!
2004-01-14 - I lost a couple of lbs. :)
2004-01-13 - My scandalous moment of the day
2004-01-13 - Previous BMI 40, Current BMI 24.5, Goal BMI 18.5
2004-01-13 - Poor Daisy
2004-01-13 - How do I become a Sex Goddess?
2004-01-12 - Dad hasn't called
2004-01-12 - Exibit by Michael Nye
2004-01-09 - Sani down, Freckles, and Ooooh my aching back!
2004-01-09 - Am I going manic again
2004-01-09 - Thougts of Bok Choy
2004-01-08 - My brain is like a squishy moonwalk
2004-01-08 - maybe
2004-01-08 - Lots of rambling...I'm drugged...telling you about what got me here
2004-01-07 - loathing my fat
2004-01-07 - I want what??!!
2004-01-07 - The drugs make me feel funny and b flails in his sleep
2004-01-06 - Eh some stuff
2004-01-06 - the depakote made me do it
2004-01-05 - New Banner
2004-01-05 - Depakote? is that Tu-Paks cousin?
2004-01-02 - Where's the love?
2004-01-02 - Bad day...bad planetary alignments
2003-12-31 - They should rank mental hospitals
2003-12-31 - I can be cruel
2003-12-31 - Control????
2003-12-29 - dead weight
2003-12-29 - don't judge me to harsh little girl
2003-12-23 - See you Monday!
2003-12-23 - If you are grossed out easily, move on
2003-12-23 - Billy Bobs
2003-12-22 - Put me out to pasture
2003-12-22 - heavy steps
2003-12-22 - Bad face day
2003-12-19 - what was it again?
2003-12-19 - Paranoid
2003-12-18 - 3rd
2003-12-18 - domestic dispute
2003-12-18 - The mouse jumpe out of the maze
2003-12-17 - heaing the beat of the drum in my blood
2003-12-13 - OUt of the hosptial
2003-12-13 - OUt of the hosptial
2003-12-11 - I've decided to go to the hospital
2003-12-10 - Picture of me
2003-12-08 - -
2003-12-05 - Bad hair cuts and gifts for girls
2003-12-04 - Scare to hold my breath, scared to take a breath
2003-12-04 - sunny facade
2003-12-03 - not sure what to call it
2003-12-02 - A vampire called me "mamma"
2003-12-02 - you
2003-12-01 - The more you need help, the farther it slips away.
2003-11-26 - Although I am in a good mood...this entry sounds bleak
2003-11-26 - average morning
2003-11-25 - Thanks for taking away my world
2003-11-24 - weekend stuff
2003-11-21 - Shadow Boxing w/ My Mind
2003-11-21 - I had a good time
2003-11-20 - my order of disorder
2003-11-20 - Visitors
2003-11-20 - The sum of life
2003-11-19 - It's a nice enough day
2003-11-18 - Another day
2003-11-17 - engagement party
2003-11-13 - oh woe is me
2003-11-12 - I'm a flake. I admit it
2003-11-10 - Im back!!
2003-11-10 - Im back!!
2003-10-29 - note from scotland internet cafe!!!
2003-10-17 - See you in November!
2003-10-16 - Memories, funny stuff, and whatnot
2003-10-16 - Popular
2003-10-13 - Frustrated w/ the system
2003-10-10 - open pandoras box
2003-10-09 - Zyprexa, no way.
2003-10-08 - rainy day
2003-10-07 - being
2003-10-06 - Sleep away the torment
2003-10-01 - Falling for effexor
2003-09-29 - so tell me more?
2003-09-25 - I always seem out to get me
2003-09-22 - Spewing forth from my brain today...
2003-09-19 - Perfection is always a pound away
2003-09-11 - Be better...be me...be good
2003-09-09 - Isolation
2003-09-03 - Wonkey
2003-08-27 - Look up look down...all around...
2003-08-25 - dermatillomania
2003-08-25 - leaving on a jet plane
2003-08-22 - the courage to put the lid back down
2003-08-20 - wake me up
2003-08-01 - thighs
2003-07-25 - pop a pill??
2003-07-16 - empty bowls....white bowl of redemption...
2003-07-10 - Just checking in....
2003-06-18 - -
2003-06-10 - life life life life
2003-06-05 - -
2003-06-03 - griping ranting and raving lunatic
2003-05-29 - Killed in Action or Kickin' Incredible Automobile?
2003-05-22 - Talking about the pro ana thing
2003-05-21 - pre-cancerous cells
2003-05-20 - too sappy for words
2003-05-19 - Finding the beach of myths
2003-05-16 - Who says crime doesn't pay?
2003-05-15 - Just bitchin
2003-05-14 - Ultimatums with a cherry topping
2003-05-12 - Losing balance
2003-05-08 - Zens birthday
2003-05-06 - Penny for your pain?
2003-05-05 - Running against the red
2003-04-28 - American girls are glitter and noise
2003-04-17 - Bitter Bitching
2003-04-15 - A much better day
2003-04-14 - head hurts
2003-04-10 - To be? Not to be? Be.
2003-04-09 - Flip of the coin
2003-04-08 - Going postal
2003-04-08 - random blabberings about blubber
2003-04-07 - Where is "there?"
2003-04-04 - Vegans are super cool
2003-04-03 - A long taxi ride....
2003-04-03 - Burritos are such a pain in the neck
2003-04-03 - The lone coffee drinker
2003-04-02 - Moving on up to GOLD
2003-04-02 - You'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole
2003-04-01 - Lose 6.4lbs while you sleep!
2003-03-31 - Just 10 lbs please?!
2003-03-27 - I'm the bestest girly girl in the whole wide world ;-)
2003-03-27 - Will Ana break down and buy a cookie?
2003-03-26 - I'm not thin...it's an illusion
2003-03-25 - Nice girls finish eventualy- even if they are fat
2003-03-21 - Rolling uphill
2003-03-14 - Bluebird on my shoulder
2003-03-13 - Amber waves
2003-03-12 - girl keels over while running
2003-02-27 - In control.
2003-02-21 - Fatgirl
2003-02-12 - While standing outside myself
2003-02-10 - Dirty
2003-02-05 - crummy crappy cloudy day
2003-01-31 - Lunar new year coming!
2003-01-29 - Clumsy
2003-01-28 - The concave view of society
2003-01-24 - everything counts
2003-01-24 - Onion flavored msg covered blob of mess
2003-01-23 - The saga of my own love and hate of me
2003-01-23 - Aerobic Flunkie
2003-01-22 - Chronic White Girl Butt
2003-01-21 - Fight the FAT
2003-01-16 - Playing the game of life
2003-01-15 - you know yur gonna lie to u in yur own way
2003-01-15 - 132
2003-01-14 - Master plan
2003-01-14 - almost brave
2003-01-08 - Sometimes it is scary to eat.
2003-01-07 - I want to have control...I want a perfect body...I want a perfect soul
2003-01-06 - Nary a morsel
2003-01-03 - hold on
2003-01-02 - She was a january girl...
2002-12-31 - Date error
1998-01-08 - ahhh....
2002-12-27 - Setting a goal
1998-01-04 - Thinner is the winner
2002-12-23 - hot tamale
2002-12-23 - They always come back