I hate the way my roomate talks about my weight. She pokes at my belly as I grab a cookie, asking "whats this?"

I weigh like 8lbs more than her, but I am 5 inches taller. I also have solid muscle whereas she has none. I don't know...grr.

I binged on cookies last night. Damn it. Why do I do that???? I hate binging. Last night I wanted to puke so badly...so badly.

I have an interview today. Its for a job in SA. So if I get a job over there, I will have to move. Not thinking about it much right now. NOt really.

Contemplating turning back to my old diet pill ways.......

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